Happy Holidays~! I'm gonna be away for a few days. I nid my little getaway and relax myself. Currently celebrating the Nine Emperor Gods Festival...Haha! The Nine Emperor Gods festival a.k.a Kow Ong Yah in Hokkien signifies the return from heaven to earth of the Nine Emperor spirits whom are associated to health, wealth and prosperity. I am now on a strict vegetarian diet for three days. No meat or meat related products as well as dairy products such as eggs or milk. I don really mind being a vegetarian for three days but I am seriously addicted to Mille Crepes. The Good news is that we don have to be in Malacca for Mille Crepes. We can now easily gt it from a cafe in Section 17 called Food Foundry. Highly recommended!
~ Thanks CmeI!!! ~
Well, I am trying very hard, learning to let go. Letting go isn't about giving up. It is more about accepting the fact that there are things that are not meant to be. I guess it is time for my last tear to fall and me to smile again. It took me a while to understand all these, but I'm really learning to accept that all good things must come to an end. I'm trying to understand what it's like to let go of a friend. I know I can't go on living everyday in the past. It is time for me to move on. Sometimes, I'll still wonder, did you ever fight for me? Fight for my right? Fight for our friendship? Or did you just gve up?
KeLLyKeLs@mIracLe
8 comments:
Kels.....R u ok?? Hope u r fine yea...Simply love this :
Giving up doesn't mean u r weak!!
he fought for u, for the friendship. he lost, cause he also has to fight alternately. he has things that he wants to tell u. he wish you understand, he never wanted to lose this friendship, he really want to tell you all that and more, he never forget how much he has been looking for you. hee is stll him that you know.
he check back everyday wishing to see a reponse...
PP - Yea, giving up doesn't mean u're weak, sometimes we shud really learn to let go~! How are you? Final soon right? PP, study hard k, after final, we'll party hard in Pg, Hehe! C u soon.
Anonymous - I've been thinking and thinking about how shud I response. Well, what you want me to say? What else can i do? Maybe just maybe, he really never wanted to lose tis friendship, but he was d one who had decided on everything and he left me no choice, i din gt to choose, i din gt to say anything, he's jus informing me bout his decision. I do wish that i could und but .... Well, no matter what, he had decided. I knw that I don hv to worry bout him anymore, I am no longer needed to be there, to listen, to care, to share, he had found sum1 better than a friend. AND u're wrong, to me, he's no longer d 1 that i once knw, i guess I never really knw him. Previously, I dreamt about him being sum1 real cruel, hurting me and others. I told him bout my dream, he assured me that it wont ever happen, but seem like my dream had came true. Anyway, dear anonymous, thanks for stopping by my blog, i appreciate it but u're not me, u wont und. Have a nice day!
i am not you, but you are also not him. hav you ever tot of why did he 'decided' dat away? but, he think he need not explain so much already, because you hav really decided. you take care...
If i gt to choose, I hope that nth ever happen. I guess tis time, u're right, wat's d point of all these, when it already happened. Take good care of urself. Be happy always~!
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