Today is 4th November 2008.
4th November is a very meaningful day to both me and him. I'll never forget it, just like how I'll never forget him. The biggest mistake I 've ever made in my life is to let him go. I still dream about him, and when I did, I know that he's here to pay me a visit. He's the most honest and loyal guy I have ever met. No matter what, he'll still be someone very important in my heart. I know it's too late, however, I'll never forget him and all the memories that we once shared. If I could turn back time, I won't repeat and make the same stupid mistake. Maybe God is being too good to me that he don wanna see me suffering for the lost of him. But honestly, if I get to choose, I'll hope to be with him till the very last moment of his life. His smile, his laughter, his silliness, his love, his hugs, his kiss, everything and anything about him will be remembered forever.
Simon, I Miss U~!
~ The Day When He's On His Way To Heaven ~
Location: The beach behind Golden Sands Resort in Penang
04 November 2008
Simon Tan Biing Shen
♥ K e L s at 2:37 PM
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actually, i oso missed simon.. he is one of the nicest guy i had met.. if u realise.. i guess u know how angry i was wen i know wat happened last time,, but its over.. then i remembered the last time talk on phone with him.. we were in bj complex.. but v need to continue our life.. may simon rest in peace.. and n bless us with happiness..
Wah, y i don und at all? Angry of who? me? him? U talk with him and we're in bj complex? ?????? Confusing~!
i angry of u... i angry cos u left him for dennis.. i think u oso know at that time..
bout bj.. it was the last time i hear simon's voice.. he ask me stop addressing him as "papa" dee.. then not long since the phone call.. he passed away.. how sad.. but those were past. lets move on to better life.. i believe simon will bless us wif happiness
I din really left him for Dennis k. Shud say that even b4 D's in my life, me and Simon also always fighting for no apparent reason d r. Nearly everyday also fight, you all dunno oni ma. That time i seldom share my probs wif u all ma. It's tiring and hurting. But i also shud nt avoid admitting my own mistake, i shud nt gv up so fast, I shud try harder 2 make our relationship work out. I shud b stronger and knw my heart better. I am too stupid and naive at d time 2 blieved that mayb D' will treats me better. That's y i mah wrote the biggest mistake in my life lo. It's also d reason y i can b wif D' for so many years after knwing all that he had done, cos i learn from my mistakes and tot that i shud nt gv up so easily. But again, another mistake. Anyway, Simon will b ur only "papa" no matter wat. Gvin up on Simon is d biggest mistake in my life. Regret but no point d r and m also being punish by God d ma. My punishment = Loneliness. I knw i deserve it. U wont knw how much i hate myself and live my life with regrets. However, m sorry for everything, all d mistakes i've done.
i believe u neva hear me calling D as "papa"... i call ppl wisely... haha.. watever over is over.. v cant always look backwards.. chill.. that time i dun understand so much of all this thing.. now.. i would have understand more..
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