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TwILIghT! CooL.....so nIce! Watched it wif CmeI and PeI.
Wow! Very very very very nice. Love IT!
Reached home, m so so tired and I felt so bad, scary, i nearly gt myself into a car's accident. My mom's not home tonight, my bro's bsy playing game, i just hope for sum1 here wif me. Listening 2 me, calm me down, make me feel safe. My situation gt wors cos of my gastric pain. I don feel good at all. Where's my mom? Where's every1? TIRED, SICK, DISAPPOINTED! At tis moment, i don wanna knw bout my future, money, opportunities or anything, i jus want sum1, listening 2 me, being here for me, care for me. Is it really that hard 2 find some1 who really cares and appreciate me? I am so weak now cos crying is the sign of weakness. I don wanna cry but sometimes we all need a good cry. Mayb after tis, i can hv a good sleep, and ignoring d pains, both gastric pain and heartache. Nobody seems to understand me. Why can't you see, I nid you now! Y can't you see, all that I want from u 2nite is being here for me? I might be selfish but can i just be selfish once in a while or mayb just 2nite? Mayb you don realise but i do appreciate you. I really do!