29th September 2008

6 smtg in the morning and here I am updating my blog? What's wrong? I feel so lonely. I love my family, but all of a sudden I just hate being here in Penang. It is raining outside, I feel like crying. I don't know why? Am I thinking of any particular person? My dad? Simon? My friends? Or maybe, just maybe, him?

I saw him yesterday and I knw he's enjoying his life. I am glad he's happy by lying to the world about who he was, his job and others. God! Pls, don't make other girls his victims. He's a "natural-born liar". I have so many questions. Does anything in your life remind you of me? You really enjoy lying? Hurting others as if all girls' hearts are made of plastic?

Over the years I've learned that you can't be fooled by the happy faces you see. Behind each smiling face you will discover a tale of pain, difficulty, heartache, and many unanswered questions. Not that we aren't happy, we are, or at least most of us are, but no one gets a free ride through life. Into each life some rain must fall. No one lives in the sunshine forever.

Another 2 of my friends left me. Chong Hee and Jane. They are both furthering their studies and moving towards a better and brighter future. Wishing both of them all the best in their future undertakings. GooD LucK and take care....Keep in touch and don't miss me too much yea....He! He! He! LuV aLways~! XOXO!! ^^